i hate life for being so unfair to you. you have the purest heart. you make my world poetry. you make the hurt pretty.
you should’nt have to.
my tears come too easily when I think of what you’ve been through. i can understand why you feel you can’t keep going sometimes. i feel selfish for wanting you to try. the way you fill the world with such beauty, the way you make the shitty parts of life feel bearable for me are not fair reasons to ask you to stay with me. you share a part of my soul that no one else could. i wish i could protect you from everything.
disappointment. deception. loss.
one day, i pray that the sun will burn so bright and radiantly that it reaches the depths of your soul and cures every pain you have ever felt. that sounds like a fairytale and that’s not what life is like, i know. but you are too soft. you are too lovely. i hate this life for trying to taint your magic. i hate this life for being so heavy. you did nothing to deserve pain. and still you dress it up and make it beautiful. you give it a deeper meaning, a greater purpose.
What’s more calming than the waves On a night like this under the moon And how could I feel so blue When my heart glows like fireflies Could you ever understand how I feel My emotions are the sea
I get lost in the sea When my emotions crash around me like waves I can’t escape what I feel Not even under the luminescent moon My thoughts, they flutter like fireflies Your eyes lose sparkle, they’re fading blue
These things they come so out of the blue Like forgotten items washed up by the sea Burning holes in my mind like fireflies When it comes, it comes in waves And it changes like the phases of the moon That’s why I can’t trust what I feel
But would anyone trust what they feel When everything makes them blue? I look up at the moon Searching for answers, I look down to the sea Cause I’m stuck in its waves And I long to fly away, like the fireflies
My feelings aren’t as fleeting as little fireflies And I can’t explain everything that I feel There’s more to me than just smiles and waves Even a lilac sky can turn deep blue Don’t you see, my heart’s the sea Rising and falling each night under the moon
And I’d give you the moon Or a thousand fireflies Just so you could see, in this sea Of my emotions, it’s real what I feel Even though I’m often blue And as inconsistent as the waves
The moon is as big as what I feel Even fireflies sometimes glow a beautiful blue Some days I’ll be out to sea, caught in the waves